Aku ingin menghirup berupa-rupa pengalaman lalu terjun bebas menyelami labirin lika-liku hidup yang ujungnya tak dapat disangka. Aku mendamba kehidupan dengan kemungkinan-kemungkinan yang bereaksi satu sama lain seperti benturan molekul uranium: meletup tak terduga-duga, menyerap, mengikat, mengganda, berkembang, terurai, dan berpencar ke arah yang mengejutkan. Aku ingin ke tempat-tempat yang jauh, menjumpai beragam bahasa dan orang-orang asing. Aku ingin berkelana, menemukan arahku dengan bintang gemintang. Aku ingin mengarungi padang dan gurun-gurun, ingin melepuh terbakar matahari, limbung dihantam angin, dan menciut dicengkram dingin. Aku ingin kehidupan yang menggetarkan, penuh dengan penakhlukan. Aku ingin hidup! Ingin merasakan sari pati hidup!

I really never made right decision than choosing Nichkhun as my bias *LOL* I will never regret it!!! cause Khun is too precious in my life. Today is Khun's birthday, actually I havent prepare anything yet for Khun's day like a year ago, I seriously made video letter for him and uploaded it on Youtube...but now this final test make me so busy, damn! I wanna fly to Seoul only for celebrating Khun's day, I'll be standing in front of JYP building waiting My Thai Prince along day :D

I cant only stand here while reading my timeline on my second account that flooding with lucky fans who live in Korea, they're spamming my TL with Khun's photos and presents that Hottest have collected for Khun. I really proud with them, after almost 15 hours waiting since last night, finally they met Khun, you are guys deserved it!!!Having Vacation at JYPE building is more tempting than Universal Studio I guess hahaha

No one can replace Nichkhun from my heart. No matter how many males idol kpop group I like. Happy Birthday Khun, I have no words left but I'm grateful of having you as an idol who has changed my life a lot! being an inspirations in my whole life, so I thankyou...thankyou...and I love you...love you.... ^^

I'M SO DONE!!!